Im currently emoiing. Grrr. Idk.. Whatever thats happening right now.. Its just making sad. Making me think negativelyy.. Hate this feeling. What I know, Im just afraid to lose youu babyy. Idk, Holidays just distant us. You seemed to be annoyed. You dont wanna text me. Its okeayy.. But I hope your feelings towards me doesnt change. I cant bear to let you go. Thats all I know. Ive become my own weak self once again. Wait, maybe I was never strong. Maybe I was just acting. Idk. Haix. Ya Allah, berilah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi dugaan ini. Amiin.
Shmoll hamster (: danced till dawn at 2:42 AM
Friday, April 30, 2010
30 APRIL 2010 CROSS COUNRTRYY
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Sunday, April 4, 2010
Hello humans:D God, Im soo not a good blogger. Haha, whatever. Anywayy, school have been really fun. Well whyy? Cause teachers have been disappearing into the thin air. Especially Hml. Haix. I worry for 0 Level)': Well, off to BGR. Well, i just hate fighting with babyy. The feeling is so annoying, So hurting): Haixxx. I think im expecting too much? Yes, thats what charles said. Soooo, whats going to happen now? Im going to change to a better person, a better girlfiee. I want this relationship to start anew. We can do this babyy:) Ill never let you go, cause youre always the person who is on my mind babyy:) Ill be better, for youu. Cause it really hurts me after looking back at the all the msges youve sent me, starting from the day we havent std. So, can youu promise me that youll continue this relationship with me, freshly, like the first time we text darling?
Shmoll hamster (: danced till dawn at 1:32 AM
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Helllllllllllo dead blog. Boo laa. My life sucks now. Currently arguing with boyfiee ): Argue Argue): I really want things to get better soon)': Im sorry baby for everything that happened): I really dontwant to fight with you): Fuck those bitches. UGH. Ohh well, adding to that misery, I still have 3 more compos to do. Darn. Still got Book Sandwhich. Darnnn! Better start doing now. And boooshitt tmrw got match against Zhenghua. Goodluck to me Lost my sportshoe._.
Shmoll hamster (: danced till dawn at 12:10 AM
Saturday, February 6, 2010
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO ME! hearts 1 year closer to death and to losing my virginity:D -germaine hehe, thank you to all of you whom had wished me happy birthday:D Love you all hamster truckloads:D
Shmoll hamster (: danced till dawn at 7:59 PM
Ahhhhh! A few more hours to being a 15): Super sad sia. I want to be a 14 year old forever sia. LOL, suddenly remembered twilight. Big day Big day:) Thanks JunHao, Nigel, Amani, Prata, Germaine, Kevin:) Thanks for the two hamsters(: Love themm alott:D Thanks Edwin for the PINK handphone strap:D
Shmoll hamster (: danced till dawn at 5:18 AM
Thursday, December 31, 2009
AHHHHH, last day of 2009!=.==.==,=
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Monday, December 28, 2009
281209 is LOVED:D Alot of 2/9 ians went back to school:D Buy books. Kelver invited me to watch bball match at school against Zhss{: Ohh, morning went Malay wrkshop. Yeah, thats all{:
Shmoll hamster (: danced till dawn at 8:21 AM
Friday, December 18, 2009
Overall, Class Outing on 171209 wasnt that awesome. I think. And I homed at 10.40pm. Reached home at 12.00am. LOL. Well, after that ran 10 rounds round the court for 2/9. I wanted to train so must run first. Haixx. I love you all. And lastly, Im grounding myself. Buhbyees.
Shmoll hamster (: danced till dawn at 8:39 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
HOHO! heh. Whoooooo, birthday bash for the 13 year old today. HAHA! Was woke up by dear's text. Sad. Uhh. Nvm. Bused to lot 1 at 11. Met them at 300 bus there. Bused to Germaine's house. Called Germaine to come down and collect her jean. LOL. But then the purpose was the "party" laa. She came down but Amani and Edwin were still struggling to light up the candle. LOL! Hilarious much! Sang birthday song, she cut the cake, took pictures and walah! CAKE SMASHED AT HER FACE! LOL, she kept running around, kept pulling my shirt. Haha! Too bad, I got to smash the cake at her face and hair. Weeee^^ And she just bathed! HAHA. After that WALKED to Cedants. I was like perspiring like hell-.- Uhhh, and poor Nigel was having soar throat. Aww, get well soon^^ And bon voyage! :D Reached, then book the bbq pit for outing. Blah blah, ate, homed. Okeay, tmrw is like a hell to me. UHHHH! Till here[;
HOHO! Okeay, actually nothing to write-.- LOL, just updating for the sake of keeping my blog alive-.- Haha:P Anyway, Yesterday went IJC with Netballers. Only 7 turned up laa. The rest busted us. Overall, me and Gloria went crazy! LOL, elaborate later uhh. And And the truths are coming out one by one. Hayz, please, atleast reply? D: `your one and only hamster[;
Shmoll hamster (: danced till dawn at 6:01 AM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Happy First Month Anniversary dear! [; Muwaah, I love you dear!<3
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
SEC 2 CAMP 2/9 ROCKS! We will miss Charmaine! We will miss each other! 2/9 Ians forever, my dearest friends! Do remember what we've learnt and gone through the camp. The fun we had, the scoldings we recieved, the conflicts we had, the wise words/ advice told by Charmaine and Chief Veron before, during and after the campfire, the tears we teared, the comfort we gave each other, the hugs we gave each other, the beautiful night we slept together, the jokes we shared, the lameness of us (Our talent). Remember when we went for the high elements, some were like so scared until they kept screaming, shouting at the top.[walking on the log] Yi Hong even squatted at the top. Sulaiman, Timothy, Nigel, Euvin managed to climb up to the top of the rock climbing. Remember when we went for kayaking? Hilarious, shiok! Right? For the low elements, we helped each other to get over the wall. Teamwork. Then we practised alot on our dances, shouting here and there. Lost our voices eh? We helped each other and wala! Our hard work paid off! Our performance was like so UNITED, so alive! A good job well done my dearest friends! Closing our eyes in the peaceful night, holding our friends' hands, sitting very closely, listening to the song "if we hold on together", remembering our Sec1 and Sec2 Life.. It really made us to forgive each other. It really made us cry. We will really miss each other! We will!<3
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Day 1: Went to school with Darling.
Shmoll hamster (: danced till dawn at 12:01 AM
Friday, November 6, 2009
Haunted House, Drinks stall[;
Jiong Yi. Sulaiman. Nigel. Fitri. Timothy. Justin. Shi Hao. Bryan. Dylan[[; Super immature :P Main 4[[; LOVE YOU ALL! MUWAH! Will this be the last picture we are taking together, FAGS? Prata just finished crying. Amani Gorilla LOL! ; At basement[;
Credits to Kai Juan[; This too. This three. In the progress of making stuffs for Drinks stall. Kev&Ger, FUN?![;
National Museum<3
Tim<3,>
Twin Brothers[;
Usual 3[;
2/9<3>
Sulaiman & Jiong Yi!
Dear sleeping :P
Hello! Eyeeeeeeeeeer! Today last day sleeping alone, on my bed. For 1-2 months actually. Cousins moving in tmrw. Wtv. Anyway, had training justnow. Attendance was super bad-.-" And training was quite fun laa. LOL! First time got option on whether we want training or not. LOL! Got selected to play with the other good players for the carnival. That means, I CNT GO FOR 6P CLASS OUTING ON 221109! Hyeaahaa, nevermind. As long I can go for 2/9's can already. Weeeeeee[; Actually, seriously, nothing much to blog about lor today._. I swear Im seriously missing my dear! Ahhhh. MONDAY CAMP CAMP!^^
HAHA, HOHO! Hello! HAMSTER is BACK! ;D Have been reeeeaaal busy nowadays. Doing what? Texting all 2/9ians to inform them about 2/9 class outing. Whoooo, IT WAS A DISASTER! LOL! Sent all the msges alr. Later "The stars lean down to kiss .. The stars lean .. The stars lean down to .." - Repeats. LOL, totally spoil my favourite song. Anyway, so far the responses were good. Only Prata and Shi Hao cannot go. Sad laa]; Anyway, it will be held on 17DECEMBER2009! And Im having 6P's class outing on 22NOVEMBER2009! Ahhhh. Anyway, changed blogskin. YEAY ME! Hehe. Oh well, Currently Phoneless until tmrw. Wednesday had training. Coach didnt come. So the girls were slacking. Pissed off! Girls, be more serious lee. No coach doesnt mean slack. After training, went off with darling and FAGS. Minus S + Amirah. Ohh Well, Tmrw got netball. My armpit muscle pain can! Tmr coming earlier at 10 when it starts at 11. Gloria wants to camwhore. Ahh. And Kim, cheer up okeay[; Ill end my post here. Want to eat my MEGAMAC! Still finding ways to stuff it into my mouth. AHHHHH! LOL. Keay, next post will be more about pictures. Pictures taken on the last day of school [ 301009 ] Ahhhh. I MISS 2/9!<3 LOVE YOU!
I went inside the room , and he was like sitting like that , so quiet .
CheckCheck , He fell asleep there .
LOL , CUTE ! <3
Shmoll hamster (: danced till dawn at 5:18 AM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
A special post for 2/9 ians `09 !
Lets start from for My darling ; Timothy ; Squirrel ; Mother Hen
Hey , I still remembered that I had a crush on you last year and that you kind of rejected me cause you're so inlove with her . Haha . And now , youre mine xD Thanks dear . Thanks for being beside me when I cried , thanks for consoling me . Thanks alot ! Thanks for all the advices you gave me . Thank you my one and only beloved boyfie . Enjoyed the time together in class , school outings , Class outing , TT , KK , HH , TB . Haha . Maybe next year not in the same class together eh . Sad , cannot spend time together more . Anyway , Must do well for chinese lee . Put in more effort (: Thanks again for everything <33>
Amani , Supreetha , Germaine ; Gorilla , Prata , Apple ; Faggots ; Black Parade ; Mericans
Helllo my darlings , FAGS ! Lets start with Amani .
Hey Gorilla xD ; NURUL DEXTER ! Oh ehm gee , 2 years together eh . So fast we are going to seperate ): YAMA ! Haha . You are my first friend in Secondary life . On the first day of school , you always smiled at me and tried to talk to me .
Haha , I was like " WTH , so talkative ! " LOL ! You're the one who sat beside me on the first day and then when we are suppose to find a partner to sit with , you chose me ^^ Haha . Then we started talking and talking , so talkative eh . Until Mrs Liaw seperated us . LOL , then you sat with Winston and I sat with Shi Hao . Haha , So fun to sit with them , righteous ? And then we started to hangout together with the other two . And we became hell close bestfriends . Sorry for the times when I showed attitude . We fighted twice -i counted ! but we couldnt stay as enemy that long right ? Haha . Thanks for your phone . Always took pictures with your phone , going to miss it too !(: Haha . Ohh well , Must do well in studies okeaay (: Dont be like me , hayzz , slack in studies . LOL . Love you alot alot alot Amani ! ;D
Hey Apple xD Whooots , DR SIM ; SIM CHIN SONG ! Must do well in studies and become a doctor ah ! Must make the faggots and SIM YEW BOON proud of you ! HAHA ! Okeay , all these are just for jokes eh . Dont take it so seriously . Will miss talking to you alot alot . Will miss your fav line " Fitri , comb ? " Haha , Ohh well , I swear I will miss your permenant scratches and verbally abusing you . I miss all these . I swear ! Will miss your lion hair , will miss sitting beside you . Okeay , okeay , ps . Become doctor alr , I go to your clinic , no need pay lee *wink
Hey Prata xD Supreetha ah , smart arse ! Ill miss you laa dear . Will miss your cuteness . Will miss your retardedness . Will miss your jokes . Well , sorry a short one for you , cause Among them guesse , you and me the ones that are not that close . LOL , but we do love each other right ? Alot alot xD Hee , Studyy well eh ;P
Shmoll hamster (: danced till dawn at 12:16 AM
Friday, October 30, 2009
Last day with 2/9 `09 ):
Shmoll hamster (: danced till dawn at 7:40 AM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Hello 2/9-ians !<33 Excluding camp , we're left with one more day . Just one more day . So we 've shared and endured two years together , which were'nt very long after all . It was never a matter of time . Only a matter of love . I love you guys alot alot , Seriously , I swear . I'll miss those times when Tian Fu was with us . I'll miss those times when the tall guai lan boys in class tie the string of the visualiser . I'll miss those times when the boys always distrupts the Maths lessons . I'll miss those times when we throw paper balls around . Especially aiming our one and only Gorilla , Amani . I'll miss those times when we decorate our notice board with the nude models on the newspaper . Damn it was hilarious . I'll miss those times when we bully each other . -Bully Germaine verbally . -Germaine bully people physically . -Zhi Jin bully people physially . -Bully the boys sexually . -Jiong Yi and boys bully Zhi Jin verbally . I'll miss those times when we had 2/9 outings together . - East Coast . -National Museum . -NEWater . Etc . I'll miss those times when we cried and the boys and the other girls tried to console us . I'll miss those times when we come out with new names for each other . -Hamster , Gorilla , Apple , Prata , Mother Hen , Black Chicken , White bastard , Old man , Auntie , The Pokemons . etc . I'll miss those times when we fight with each other . I'll miss those times when you guys suddenly protects us girls . Ps . You guys really made we all feel so safe . I'll miss those times when we went into groups/pair and do project work together . -Geog , History , Lit , English Projects . -Family Day Carnivals . Go each other's house . Seriously , Ill miss you guys hell lot ! 2/9 foreveer ! This class is still going to have out class outings , hang outs . I love 2/9-ians and Ms Wong and Mr Lee alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot ! Till here , Muwaaaah !<33 your one and only hamster :'D
Shmoll hamster (: danced till dawn at 8:04 AM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
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Pro xD Gorilla & Hamster xD
Doktor Amani & Supreetha xD
Doktor Germaine dan Fitri xD
Nigel & Portia
Immature freaks . Haha
At the omni theatre .
2/9 listening to Ms Claire ^^
HELLO (: 241009 . Yesterday , was FUN ! 2/9 had Bacteria & Health Workshop at Science Center . Met dear at my bustop . Whoah , he damn early . Because of him , we met Germaine late , Met Amani And Supreetha latee . Thanks . Reached Lot 1 and called Edwin . He just woke up =.= SMack his ass laa . Saw Kevin and co . We left Edwin and took the train to Bukit Batok . On the way to the interchange , saw Sulaiman . He followed us . LOL , picked an old man from the roadside . LOL . He brought 3 packets of sweets . My teeth so itchy :/ Took 941 to Amani's bustop . 178 arrived earlier that 66 . So we took that bus to Science center . Reached there , met Ellen and friends . Then went in .. The workshop was super boring . I prefer the DNA workshop last year . After that we went to watch Bears at Omni Theatre . Eye pain , but darn funny . Ellen sat beside Timothy . So no chance . HAHA (: After that the black parade + Timothy + Nigel + Edwin + Kevin + Yi Hong + Sulaiman went to IMM . At first seperated and no one wants to tell where they are . Pissed off , abit . After that ate at Banquet . Whoah , I dont know how to peel the prawn . LOL . Edwin , Germaine , Nigel help me peel . LOL . Then Edwin feed me ^^ HAHA ;D Funny . We walked one whole round then went Daiso . LOL , Buy dont know what guns =.= Haha , After that followed Sulaiman . Walked one whole round . LOL , very fun issit old man ? Yi Hong and Edwin played with the door . HAHA . Yi Hong " Eh why the door never open ?! Am I so short that you cant see me ? *talking to the door , looking up* HAHA , cute . After that they walked seriously slow -.- LOL . So sian already , we planned to go lot 1 . FInd the entrance like want to find a fish in the pond sia . 188 came , we ran for it , and forgotten about Edwin . HAHA , Frickin funny . Inside the bus so shiok ^^ Except that Kevin and co. everytime said "TT ahh ." Faggot sia . LOL Amani homed . Nigel homed . Yi Hong homed . Kevin + Me + Tim homed . LOL , Wandering dog , Germaine , Supreetha waited for Edwin . For your info , Wandering dog is Sulaiman . Haha xD Saw buqairy and Whats up with the stare ? o.O Dear sent me home . Whoah , that was DARN CLOSE ! Luckily saw my parents ;P LOL xD 251009 . Didnt go for Madrasah . Had to attend Cik Eton's mum's funeral . Yeahh , Damn sad . Woke up at 7.30 . Helped Papa do his work Town Council thing . 8.30 cabbed to Cik Eton's house . People cried . One fainted . Overall , I couldnt see much what happened in the house cause the house was damn full and I had to take care of Bby Nur . Bused to the cemetry . The rain difficult things over there . Mud here and there . And I was holding Lil Bro and Nenek and the Umbrella . Well , buried , read , all those stuuff . By the time finish already , my kain was muddy and wet . Ohh well , whatever . Rest In peace Nenek . Went Cik Eton's house , recite doa's , ate , HOMED ! And now uploading all the pictures xD LOVE YOU ALL xD
HAHA , managed to snap a shot before meeting dear .
LOL !
Cutting the cake ..
Whooo ~
Durian Ice Cream Cake ..
HUNGRY !
Random Pictures xD
Me and Kimberly .
HAHA , had practice for the Deeparaya Concert at rooftop .
SO HOT , SUPER TIRED , slept xD
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!
Presenting , GERMAINE !
I L Y BBY ! ;D
Thumbs war between MH2 <33
Heello (: So what happened today ? Had SEP . I had basketball . Some Gloria "forced" me to join basketball . WOW ! Regret right ?! Haha , Netballers like us will NEVER EVER LIKE BASKETBALL ! For goodness sake , atleast let the GIRLS use the "isolated" court . Darn ! SO embarrasing have to do the basketball thingy infront of so many boys . Shittts . Monday's session is for 3 bloody hours . Ohh GOD ! Report Book will be given only on Monday . Scared sia . TSKTSK ! Netball was okeay . Not that tiring . Coach was abit buay song . Performance not up to standard . Shit . Then dear had to went off . So cnnot go back home together . Not buay song , just alittle bit irritated . Okeay fine , counted as not happy . Whateveer =.= Haha ! After that Mac-ed with Gloria and Hidayah . HAHA , we went inside make chaos sia . LOL . We disturb Syafii and Shafirah until they get out off mac without eating . HAHAHHA ! ;D After that , turned behind and we saw ARIFF ! HAHA ! Disturb him like shit . Paid him $3 for sitting with Gloria for 5 minutes . HAHA . The treatty was supposed to be half half between Glo and Ariff . Then Ariff only gave 60 cents . Haha ! After that , made too much noise until one auntie said to us " Cn lower down ? SOrry .. " Haha . Ate abiiiiit .. Diet . Haha . Then homed at 6.30 . Currently chatting with GaGalicious { Coach Rachel } , Syazwan , Kimberly . Okeay doneeee (:
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Jiong Yi. Sulaiman. Nigel. Fitri. Timothy. Justin. Shi Hao. Bryan. Dylan[[;
Super immature :P
Main 4[[;
LOVE YOU ALL! MUWAH!
Will this be the last picture we are taking together, FAGS?
Prata just finished crying. Amani Gorilla LOL! ; At basement[;
Credits to Kai Juan[;
This too.
This three.
In the progress of making stuffs for Drinks stall. Kev&Ger, FUN?
Tim<3,> 
Twin Brothers[;
Usual 3[;
2/9<3> 
Sulaiman & Jiong Yi! 
Dear sleeping :P
Aqeem , Cute right ? [;
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Ps . I love you (:
Gorilla & Hamster xD
Doktor Amani & Supreetha xD
Doktor Germaine dan Fitri xD
Nigel & Portia
Immature freaks . Haha
At the omni theatre .
2/9 listening to Ms Claire ^^
Birthday Boy !(:
i LOVE this small cutey Pillow .
Amani so enthu play PSP until the leg ahh ...
That was . Timothy , Nigel , Jun Hao .
Jun Hao playing XBOX (:
Bryan , Kevin { The other one WHO ah ? ;P }
Immature .
JIONG YI !^^
Nigel !(:
Bryan , Javier ?
Me and AMANI !;D
HAHA , managed to snap a shot before meeting dear .
Cutting the cake ..
Whooo ~
Durian Ice Cream Cake ..
HUNGRY !
Me and Kimberly .
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!